I am always torn apart between my head and my heart.

I know that i should not feel this way but i cannot help it.

Feeling so helpless and miserable would be an understatement.

My heart is tearing but no tears come out from my eyes because its not worth it.

I am always looking out for the best in every situation because i know that God is in control.

God is in control but that does not mean that i can control my feelings too.

I am just an ordinary person who feels everything from happiness to anger to sadness.

I know that these feelings won’t go away overnight but i pray that i will not make any rash actions because of it.


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