A letter to myself

Sounds crazy isnt it? But i need it to settle for clarity in my thoughts.
Back to school, so refreshing and once again i am bombarded with school projects and work. One more year and i will graduate.

Hi Zoe,

Thanks for being here on earth, adding your own mark onto the people around you. Thanks for living well, being healthy is a blessing from God. Thanks for being strong, even though there are endless chances for you to just wallow in self pity. Thanks for being weak, for it gives you endless opportunity to grow to become a better person. Thanks for being a good elder sister, although not all the times you showed that but still you tried. Thanks for reflecting although sometimes it brings you more misery than not but it showed you where the right stuff are.

I want to encourage you to not be too strong, taking on so many responsibilities at one go. For i can see you are heavily burdened and worried. You think too much although most parts are actually worth to think about. But you are too focused on the past and the future but not the present. How can you live like this when your eyes are not focus on now. You are too busy focusing on both sides that you forget to treasure every precious moment in front of you. You are so obsessed looking at the future – your idealistic reality, but how are you going to reach there if you are not doing anything now? Your friends are always telling you to not overthink, but you still do it subconsciously. You want to relax but because you have developed a habit of overthinking, there goes your peace.

As much as there are so many things you have to do, but first take care of yourself. Breathe in the fresh air and be thankful for the little things, Laugh as much as possible, remember every joyful moment. Cast all your cares onto the Lord for He cares for you. Dont think so much on what should be but just slowly and patiently do what you can do. You cant be perfect. Give your best and things will flow. Forget the people who leave you and treasure those that are still around in your life. Stay happy and everybody will be happy too. Dont be too wrung up on how people has hurt you but rather focus on the people who enrich your life. Mistakes are inevitable but dont stay down for too long. Remember there are people who truly cares for you and if you cannot take it anymore, be willing to share your worries. You are not super woman.
I want you to know that God truly loves you for who you are and as you slowly let go your burdens to him, you will realize that He will slowly change you to the person He wants you to be.
I love you too and i will ensure that you are properly taken care of.



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