Hi people!Haha yesterday was Good Friday so…

 Hi people!

Haha yesterday was Good Friday so went for service at the Riverboat …so of course it was in a boat
So when pastor want everyone to close their eyes..i cant
Cause i would fall down anytime..the service was nice..
Lunch was buffet..ate with some small children..haha it was fun sitting with them..
Basically everything was alright and peaceful
Well i suddenly have the urge to tell my results..not showiing off
But this type of results is very rare for me..

English: 70.0 A2
Chinese: 66.0 B3
Maths: 50.0 C6( thank you miss phua)
Science: 73.0 A2
History: 85.3 A1
Literature: 78.0 A1
Home econ: 70.0 A2
Art : 65.0 B3 ( FINALLY PASS ART!)

Remarks: Zoe is a mature, serious and hardworking student who is very intelligent. She will do very well if she continues to work as hard as this term.

Now i will focus on improving my english, maths and science.

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 Hi people! Today i got back my report …

 Hi people! 

Today i got back my report book! Oh my i was especially nervous when i was told about it! haha.
Was given when during reading period and when i saw the result slip..i shouted,” Fuck you”!.(oops sorry God)
Reason? because my result was far more better than what i had expected..
I took quite a while to cool down the excitement in me and i ask fatin about her marks..
Then it was MT so i go.. i know that today is the last day that my chinese teacher will be teaching us..oh sad..haha
Went into classroom..ask xavier about his marks and then i show him mine too..zhi xuan peep..
And that is how i know that he and me have the same marks for history..haha

Teacher walked in and go through with us the chinese exam paper..need to do corrections
But then a few people dont want to do so she was irriated and piss off..just look from her face and you will know it
Then later she gave us homework-composition….and then i did a bit during lesson
Soon it was history and well haha i hope that my history teacher wont forget that she have a lesson with us..
And of course she didnt forget and came to our class..wearing specs…..haha it was kinda weird looking at her..
Then she gave us back our history paper got 32/40. Zhi xuan was the highest but i dont know how i am tied with him at the overall marks..
But i think yufa was the highest in the overall because he got 88.1 
Did corrections and then we were left to do our own things..she told us that maybe she wont be teaching us next week
And miss shaeeda will be taking over..everybody was like booing because we prefer her then miss shaeeda..
She was the one that made us very good in our history..history is my best subject now
Then it was recess time! go canteen and i sat with carrie..played with her..haha funny
Followed by going up to art room quite early
Saw that miss huda was not in the art room..i just look outside at people walking
Then i sensed that someone was walking here so i turned..thinking it is a student
But it turn out to be Miss Huda..chatted with her..then later yufa came and ask for his report book
And that is how i know about his results..
Art lesson started and we learn new things/////////////////////////////////
Then as quickly as it started, it ended quickly as well
Then we go back to our classroom for maths..go through exam paper.find careless  mistakes
And me and fatin was comparing how much careless mistakes we made and how many marks were lost…haha so weird
Talked to her throughout the lesson until science time
Science lesson was ok..and miss ruth looks like  so pathetic when she scolded ivan..she showed that pitiful look
That was the last lesson and i went home with wee ting
I am really superly fed up with GUI SHIMIN!
I am going to give her punishment..not her..she is not the boss! she boss me around a lot..
When she angry or bad mood..she must made people around her angry also
And me and fatin dont like it..
Indeed she lives up to her name: Two-faced bitch.. i tell you
She claim that she is my good friend..yea as if.. i vomit la..you know why..she will talk bad things about you behind your back
Backstabber! And some more it is not only happens once but about 5 times!
Stupid me why must i give in to such people..
That why i dont really tell my secrets to her cause i know she will be spreading it..gossiper!
Her outward looks was normal..but her inward charcter like shit! she can be loyal only to people who give in to her like fatin
Fatin let her touch her things, her face..and bully her..i cant imagine she doing that to me..will scream!
She even curse her parents..you tell me..is she heartless? Yes she is!
I started to realise that being with her only made me more hot-tempered..cause she influence me……….
I dont care whether she is reading this post now or not…………………………………………………………………
THANK GOD THAT I AM NOT LIKE SHIMIN…ASK HER TO CHANGE..IN THE END NEVER

GUI SHIMIN! I HATE TO LIST THE BAD THINGS ABOUT U! BUT ARE YOU CHANGING?

ARE YOU BECOMING A BETTER PERSON? TELL ME..LOOKING AT THE WAY YOU ARE BEHAVING IT IS A NO AND IT IS WORSE! YOU THINK IN CLASS I LIKE TO SCOLD YOU BAD WORDS! NO THAT IS NOT! PEOPLE DISAGREE WITH YOU THAT IS BECAUSE THEY HAVE THE RIGHT TO! BUT THERE IS NO RIGHT FOR YOU TO GOSSIP AND SPREAD BAD THINGS ABOUT THEM! IN FACT THAT SHOWS THAT YOU ARE A BOSSY PERSON! YOU IMAGINE  LA I NOT HAPPY WITH YOU JUST BECAUSE YOU DISAGREE! AND SOME MORE WHEN WE ARE FRIENDS.. WHEN WE ARE GOOD FRIENDS, YOU SAY GOOD THINGS…NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE SPREAD RUMORS@! WAD THE HELL!@. I HATE YOUR ATTIUDE NOT YOU…….CHANGE..

WHAT DO YOU TREAT ME AS ? A FRIEND? ASK ME TO SOLVE EVERY PROBLEMS THAT YOU HAVE , THEN WHEN NO MORE PROBLEMS..THROW ME OUT..

I WANT TO PROTEST! DO YOU KNOW HOW SAD I WAS……

I JUST HOPE YOU READ THIS AND UNDERSTAND WHY AM I BEHAVING BAD TO YOU

CHANGE YOUR WAYS..STOP IT !

 

 Can u imagine a person admitting that she i…

 Can u imagine a person admitting that she is a two-faced bitch!!
And some more she is my good friend! and the person is shimin!!

I was shocked..i just tell her that fara say that some people in our class are two-faced bitch..
I was upset..ok i know sometimes she gossip bad things about me..i mean that is fine..but that word just scare me!
Well what does she take me for? this question was on my mind when she said that
But i am not going to say more..it is simply upsetting..i was upset..how can she say that of herself?
Today go to school..went foyer…sat with shimin..she was talking to her friend and was waiting for zhai wei
Just nice fatin came when i sat down..then we started talking
Halfway they decided to go canteen to take their bags..but i thought qian ying say something like go to canteen and sit there
So me and fatin followed them then they were surprised and told us that they were merely collecting their bags..
But i wanted to sit there then shimin angry..then i was like fine lor..
Then we all went back foyer and sit down..then i go buy drink in canteen
Soon it was time to assemble and fatin and i stand up and was walking slowly..shimin was still sitting down]
I was worried that she might just so fast angry and then think that i was the one who ask fatin to go off without her
When we reached our place to assemble, we both sat down first..then qian ying why we pangseh them..
To me it is half half..clearly we walk off first but then was walking slowly..but then never  mind

Sat down and we recieved some chinese newspapers..shimin was still a bit angry
But by the time when we need to stand for the national anthem..she was not angry anymore
After all the singing..we sat down and our principal started talking..he talked about his life and wat lessons should we learn from him..success come to those who have the right attiude
Soon first lesson came..chinese..i was like oh no because chinese teacher got come and that we will know our exam results
So when teacher came to our class..i was nervous and ask her whether i pass a not..AND I PASS!
I was totally surprised by that fact and really..i did pass..31/50
Teacher say that she was super lenient when she marking out paper..ya almost all teachers say that..
After chinese was history..history teacher didnt come for the whole 1 hour..
And what is even more werid is that she was in school..dont tell me she forget? but well everybody was doing their own things
No one seems to care that there is no teacher…haha
We went for early recess after that..sat with shimin, fatin, qian ying, yunfei and zhai wei
So that was my first time talking with zhai wei..well he was a ok guy..easily bullied by people..
We chatted happily and then it was time for maths..go through 1 question on exam paper and learn factorisation
Lit was next and we did a worksheet..soon it was english and we did a journal
Then shimin meeting zhai wei..i go with her and he was in the staffroom..chatted with him
Met a few friends then we go outside school..say bye to zhai wei and shimin friend as they lived very near 

Then we walk through the carpark and then traffic light..that time the drrizling started..so me and shimin rush to the bus stop
While fatin was walking slowly behind..haha
Saw some friends and my chinese teacher..bought a drink
Then i chatted with shimin and fatin..i cant remember what i protest about but then fatin says that this is her character..oh well
Bus come..go up and then we sit in the upper deck
Shimin sat with fatin..i say..oi pangseh me then shimin say was not..but in the end it was true..actions speak louder then words
Then i want to talk ma..so i say i heard fara say that there is some people that are two-faced bitch
Then shimin say she was one of them..then she also talk about me to fatin
I was upset not because she talk bad about me..but the confession that she say
Sometimes i dont really know what is her thinking..i just wish i can understand her more
I hope she is reading this

 Good evening…even though it is lateI know…

 Good evening…even though it is late

I know that i had not be updating a lot..cause i was lazy..or simply for other reasons
So well i will tell you what happened yesterday as well as today.

Yesterday

First day of school! But i wasnt so excited. In fact i was getting used to waking up late in the morning.
But now got to get used to the hetic schedule of waking up at 5! Arrgh! So woke up at 5 and do all i needed to do 
By 6.10, i went out and walked to the bus stop..took bus and go to school
Reached school..go and find shimin..found her talking to her friends in the foyer..talk to her
Then as usual, we will gather at the parade square..found fatin and we sat down
Got our newspaper and read it during the reading period..

First lesson was CD..i wasnt that interested..now we are learning how to make website
Miss Yong, our IT trainer taught us how to make pages and the way she teach is like we are babies..haha
But that i am fine with it..
Second lesson was PE: Oh no have to play netball with team again….
We warm up by learning how to pass the ball and by running as well
Soon team battle begins..the first team we VS was Mel team..we draw
It was a close fight because we met some strong people over there..
Then we VS another team..Qian Ying team
Well we won them 2-0..it was good..2 wins and a draw
But halfway through the game, qian ying quarrel with de wei..these 2 all the time like that
After that was recess..shimin mood at the beginning was not good because of some misunderstandings
But towards the end..it was good and lively
Lit was next and we got back our test results
I was highest 41/50..and of course everyone boo me..i am starting to treat these as a cheer..haha
Think Positive! haha
After lit was english..we did corrections for our paper 
Followed by science…
The whole class pass with a few people faling it..
Highest was 34/50
I got 30..just a A1 but overall it is A2
After that go home…
Saw my youngest uncle at home..he helping to set up maper account for my sis
And playing as well..
I was quite irriated as he used com for many hours..
After that went home
The rest of that day..was watching tv

Today was fine ..i fail maths
The whole class fail maths except for 2 persons…1 boy and 1 girl
i was thinking what will happened if i kana kicked out of the house.haha
No la this wont happen! Never!

 Good Afternoon everyone,Weill today marks t…

 Good Afternoon everyone,

Weill today marks the start of term 2 so that means more work, less time to relax
Haha in fact i am not complaining
Today was ok i am just lazy to describle the exact details
I was highest for english and literature..ok
Well i gtg bye

 Well well yesterday i went to city harvest …

 Well well yesterday i went to city harvest church..the service was terrific
Why?? the service was nice and we got a guest preacher from australia..
His name was Rev.Dr Phil Pringle

He was a very successful person..you will be stunned by his achievements
Let me tell you his achievements..
Founder/senior ministeer of Christian City Church, a mega ministry that incorrporates a top-grade academic school, five bible colleges, a television ministry, a publishing house, the world-famous School of Creative Arts and a christian record company.
Also a president of Christian City Church International, a movement of 150 churches with an active membership of 100,000, spreading throughout the Asia Pacific region, Europe and North Amercia.

I was absolutely stunned by this..how did he do that? Just a human being can accomplish so many things!
When he first started to preach yesterday, he made some jokes..haha and soon it was down to serious things
He mentioned some things that are useful to me..like
When we go through big trials, that means our spirit are able to go through it and emerge victorious and we also attain a higher level of anointing- something that no human being vcan acheive though hard work.
And we should be postitve when we faced trials, putting our trust in God.
He also mention a lot of things which are good and towards the end of the service, he healed some people though God
I was inspired by him.

When i was going home, i encounter a big black dog.
At first i thought it was about to bite me, but no
I blocked its way, so i just step aside to let the dog go
Thank God

Today i go chuch, my current church..we have a guest speaker
He spoke to us about psalm 23
It was a nice service
I cant type much as i gtg so bye
 

 Now then i know that someone had been stead…

 Now then i know that someone had been steading with another person..
And this had happened very long time ago..it seems that i am outdated
Haha i dont really care..unless they are ready to marry
Meanwhile i just look at how far they are progressing..and stay quiet

 Good morning! have you had your breakfast? …

 Good morning! have you had your breakfast? haha i had my breakfast already!

Well let me start by telling you about yesterday, to improve my memory..i dont know whether it is true..HAHAHA
Yesterday my auntie(stepmum) sent me to tampines library in late morning..
cause she say it is quite near and ask me whether i am ok with it..
Of course i am..if you all dont know ..i actually plan to meet someone at mrt station..secretly
I feel quite bad to not let my dad know..but my plans may not be the way they want so never tell

Spent 1 hour in the library..halfway someone ask me whether there is anyone sitting at my table..and i accidentally say yes
Accidentally! not purposely! but he just walked off and i never stop him..i feel quite bad
I was telling myself..must get out off this place soon! later he think i selfish..so i quickly take a quick glance on every page
About half an hour i was out..
Went to tampines mall..tour around..started to feel boring because i cannot spend money
I was trying to know what time..finally 1pm came
And i went to the Mrt station to wait for angela..i need to pay her money  to buy something
Wait and wait until 1.20..she was still not there..after 10 minutes i quit and bought 2 curry puffs..
I was about to go inside when i saw angela..rush to her
She saw me, she knew that i waited quite long for her and showed me that sorry look
I forgive her..pay her money and went home

At home i was reading my library books..till about evening when i went to my grandmother house.
Reached there, they asked me whether i could eat dinner with them at the coffeeshop as they didnt cook
I called back my house and tell wati kaka not to cook dinner for me…she haven cook yet
After that they went for their excerise while i stay at their house and watch tv
After a while, my grandfather called me and ask me to come down..
I came down and ate dinner with them..
My grandfather was a very wise man..sometimes you never tell him your problems..
He can just give you the correct advice that you need..he inspire me..but sadly he wasnt a chirstian
He gave me some advice while eating..we ate curry fish head and fried rice
After that he sent me home, reached home my dad asked me how come i ate dinner with them
I said that they didnt cook and last minute inform me that they want me to eat dinner with them
Then he ask this question which made me very disappointed with him
Is it you know that they are not cooking  then you go to their house?
I was shocked but i didnt shout at him..i want to but he is my dad
I just tell him..that is not true and if he dont trust me..contact my grandad

I was thinking,’ you think what? i very greedy is it? go to their house because of food? they are my grandparents! and what is wrong eating with them? we hardly spent time with them! why cant i eat with them!’
disappointment!
but throughout i just kept quiet and do  my own things
This morning, my stepmum and maid quarrelled over food..
I just kept quiet and didnt do anything..
But before they quarrelled,stepmum go and ask wati kaka(maid) about me eating with my grandparents>.< 
Questions like:’ did she tell you about she not eating dinner before she go to grandparents house? and more!
I was disappointed in her too..they dont even trust me!
What is this? am i a bad person? you want to find fault with me?? Fine!! go ahead i am not gonna care!

This afternoon i am going to city harvest church..finally
I am just happy to know that my friends still trust me!

Good morning people!Today like i said i will be g…

Good morning people!

Today like i said i will be going to library..to borrow some books
So that when school reopens..i can read some books
Oh ya talking about that i realised that i haven do all my homework..omg
Better faster do..
i wont be really posting long long paragraphs cause i really dont know what to write
So takes care and bye
 

Seriously i should be doing something now..my homework
But i dont have that motivation to do it..
Just now i had been reading people blogs..some of them went out..some on world news
It is like each of them had something to do and a goal to finish it..
With this, i ask myself what is my goal?
Without goals, life will be empty..and soon you will start to treat it as a dread
Now my goal is to finsh my homework..and one of them will be diffcult..art homework
Supposed to draw a self-portarit of my face..art is my weakest subject..
I simply cant draw well..i am  more of the writing type..so i can only depend on God to help me..
Then another thought come across my mind,,

In school, i have some close friends..and my class dont really like me a lot
I did not do anything to them..it is just that i love to answer questions in class..
If they dont like me because of that..i got nothing to say..
All i can do is to seek out every possible reason of why is it happening..\
But i wont change..because of them
This is my character..nothing changes
Maybe God want me to go through this so that i may become a stronger person..
His plan are so mysterious..no one knows
But he did this to prepare me for the future..he knows what is going to happen
And i trust him fully..

&nbsp;Good morning people!How is the weather? i k…

 Good morning people!
How is the weather? i know it is very bad..keep on raining..dont even know what is the cause of it

Well as you all know, i went library yesterday afternoon..about 12.50pm when i stepped out
Cause that time, the weather was not raining so go off
Reached Bedok Interchabge at 1.10pm..went library.
But before that i bought a magazine..every week i will buy
Went library, read my magazine abd then also some books..
After a while i decided to leave..but still raining so stay a bit longer..
Finally i left despite the weather and walk to the bus interchange
Walk and walk..was slowly getting impatient because people were slow in walking..until i felt like yelling at them
But of course i didnt..waited for bus 229 and then it came..
Hop on the bus and i travelled to the convience shop near my school…to buy food
Bought cup noodles and then ate it and go home

The way home was a bit tough cause the road, everything was wet..and some more the wind was strong
But i still managed to reach home..hahaha
Bathed and then read my new books..there was a book where the story go in reverse order and i was trying to understand how it goes
The rest of the day went smoothly..

Today i am going to stay home..tomorrow then i go out
Every night before i sleep, i always think of a very wild imagination..like
I imagine of my family kana car accident..then all died except me
I know this is kind of crazy to think but i really dont know why..maybe i am bored 
But anyway i wont be having any thoughts about it now..i gtg bye

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